My Song Is Love

Today was first canoe training of the year. It was a little awkward being a Year 2 among all the Year 1s.

Anyhow! I loved it! We ran a lot and the circuits got a little repetitive at times but it all went so much better than I expected! I am looking forward to training on Saturday already.

Canoe has come at a very appropriate moment. I was devoid of motivation, but canoe has renewed it, and I am raring to go! Amazing what one training will do for you!

And (this does not imply anything!) it wold have been a lot funner with you merl. But go forth with tues/thurs thing! Pwoudz tuuu haarrvex a fwenzx lieeke euuus merl.

So we are going to sit down and talk to Dad later about why we, or maybe its just me, does not want to go on holiday. I think its pretty sad that its come to this but if no one tells him then he'll never know.

I can already predict the fireworks that will fly and Dad, will most probably just not listen to me anyway. Typical.



What we have here, is an inability to communicate. Brought about by the stark difference in environment and the lack of knowledge regarding each other's life. Hey yeah, it's happening. Much as I wouldn't like it to be, and try in the most frequent (yet not so frequent that I seem creepy) way to find out just a smidgen more about what's going on in your life. It isn't easy. Even Superman has his kryptonite you know.

Anyway, on a totally different note!



This song was made for people like me.


"You're a zeroo!
What's your name,
No one's gonna ask you,
Better find out they want you to goooo!
Tryin' to hit the spot,
Get to know it in the dark.
Get to know it whether you're crying...crying...crying...oh oh oh!
Well can you, climb...climb...climb...HIGHER?"


Melvin, Smallest Rat and Patheticolo.




Year would be complete if they came down here.


I am rather upset now because its not that I didn't want to go to school. Hell, I was ready to pay for a cab down even when I knew there was a chance I would not make it still. As soon as I leave my house, I see 2 empty cabs pass by. I reach the pavement and all the cabs that pass by are "Hired". I give up, turn back, and hear cabs. I look back and see 3 empty cabs pass by me. All in a row.

You know, I think this is very FML worthy. Urgh...

"Now don't you get all hissy with me young lady"

I am going to finish strong

For you I'd wait,
Till kingdom come.
Until my day,
My days are done.
Say you'll come,
And set me free.
Just say you'll wait.
You'll wait for.

It is the second day of school. All is well.

I have formed my first group in class for CommIss. Lessons are kinda interesting, and the teachers are nice. I swear I will use these to my advantage to study hard hard. Radio2 at 8 tomorrow with the dreaded 4hour break. I foresse this as the answer to all our project pwoblems.

Today was free cone day. Followed Em and her gang down to Great World City where we were greeted with the omgbbqsteamboatcharshaobao queue. While 4 of us waiting, the other 3 (including me) went of in search of other options. I swear we really could've taken a tub of ice cream for ourselves. The opportunity was that good. I am humji. Finally got our cones though, and left.

Tomorrow, I will meet elise, clarice and melly for their lunch break. This is good to hear and I like it.

On a side note, I have joined canoe. I AM PREPARED. to die.

Different people, different priorities.

So Arsenal just got knocked out of the FA Cup. And I had a probably life-defining argument with the parents and a life-defining talk with aunt. Depressing stuff I say.

Anyway, I've decided to stop wallowing in self-pity. Mousehunt is helping greatly yes (hehe i sound like a nerd). I caught a Foxy Mouse and that is good. The Fort by Between the Trees is good, soothing music too.

I've been thinking a lot about the words, "as usual you shouldn't have really". Moving on...

Don't know if I'm going to play soccer tomorrow or go pay respects. I don't know. I'd rather go for soccer know seriously. What the hell am I doing, I just said I'd stop wallowing in self-pity. Yes, that's what I'll do.



Excerpts from a conversation from long ago,

" I was thinking, are we uncool?"
" Hell no. We're the one's who're truly cool"



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9z0h1NNk1Ik&feature=related

Damn Youtube won't let me embed it. I swear this is definitely my favourite Youtube Video, and the song...one of my favourite. Makes me want to run and watch the musical.

"Didn't expect that didcha?"

Still going strong on MouseHunt.

Have not been gyming (again) and I don't know what's going to make me pick up the...habit anymore. Maybe school will. I certainly don't want to join canoe because it will give me a reason to exercise. Plus, I think I need to stop feeling so insecure about myself as it is bad as em says so.

Melly Lam has turned weird. "And what do we call this feeeeling??"

MouseHunt is going well. Have been thrust upon the responsibility of sounding the horn for brother as he says that he is leveling up way to slowly due to school and him not being able to acess the computer at will. I am a 65% Apprentice now. Won 500k in a competition last night which made me extremely happy for the morning and even quite a fair bit now. Gave away 125k of that. Will use the money to get the FF Trap and go catch me a Mole Mouse (yes melly mole mice actually exist). I know this doesn't really potain to you. But I just want to write about my MouseHunt escapades. Can?

I made my first stenciled shirt yesterday! It is of the American Republican logo. I think it's nice, but fear wearing it out as people might see me as some weird American propoganda shizz. Instead I will wear the *hopefully* iron-on Charizard Pokemon Card! No questions about the coolness value there!

Work is...bad. It has always been. I don't think, ok, I know, we're not going to fufill our targetted amount of articles but at this moment in time we just want to get out of it. I have 3 articles on hand now to write. Liyana's coming down tomorrow to do the INSYNC photos (our last one thank God) and hopefully we can do the iron-on shirt article too. Whoops that means I have 4 articles to write. Sigh...

There is Champions League later so the guys should be coming over. Which means no sleep tonight. I guess it'll be worth it..

And tomorrow I have to fight with Nat in the evening. Not to mention I promised myself that I would go to the gym tomorrow.

But I am glad that there is so much to do. It psychs me up for school.

Ok, that is all. Off to check what my trap caught me.

"do you approve?"

Today, I was playing with my pet hamster and I decided to put it down my pants for fun. It started running around and I actually got aroused. My mom then proceeded to walk into my room to see me with an erection and my pet hamster poke his head out of the hole in my boxers. FML

Today, I was going to have sex with my hispanic boyfriend. I wanted to turn him on, so I asked my friend how to say "fuck me" in Spanish. She claimed it was "pollo frito". I then proceeded to have sex, constantly screaming pollo frito for an hour. I later realized I was screaming "fried chicken." FML

I think these two, and the sock spider one, just takes the cake from all FML stories. HAHAHAHAHAHA

Swallowed In The Sea - Coldplay

You cut me down a tree
And brought it back to me
And that's what made me see
Where I was going wrong

You put me on a shelf
And kept me for yourself
I can only blame myself
You can only blame me

And I could write a song
A hundred miles long
Well, that's where I belong
And you belong with me

And I could write it down
or spread it all around
Get lost and then get found
Or swallowed in the sea

You put me on a line
And hung me out to dry
And darling that's when I
Decided to go to sea

You cut me down to size
And opened up my eyes
Made me realize
What I could not see

And I could write a book
The one they'll say that shook
The world, and then it took
It took it back from me

And I could write it down
Or spread it all around
Get lost and then get found
And you'll come back to me
Not swallowed in the sea

Ooh...

And I could write a song
A hundred miles long
Well, that's where I belong
And you belong with me

The streets you're walking on
A thousand houses long
Well, that's where I belong
And you belong with me

Oh what good is it to live
With nothing left to give
Forget but not forgive
Not loving all you see

Are the streets you're walking on
A thousand houses long
Well that's where I belong
And you belong with me
Not swallowed in the sea

You belong with me
Not swallowed in the sea
Yeah, you belong with me
Not swallowed in the sea

Its been a week and I'm still kinda hooked onto Mouse Hunt. I've discovered the wonders of competitions and that will make me stick even more to it. I've got my Swiss Army cum Explosive Base trap combo now though! joy.

Legs hurt a lot from repeated soccer outings. Must rest them.

Leading a very lazy life these days.

It is 2 don't know what am in the morning. I cannot sleep, or rather, I am waiting for the next Horn Call before I do.

I am going nuts. I heard voices earlier on (mum scolding brother), which turned out to be nothing. I am hearing weird mewing noises now, which sound like kittens in distress. I cannot tell where they are coming from, I swear they are audible. I fear for the dog, and the hamsters but I do not dare to go down to check. Fingers crossed, double handed.

When I sleep, I will most probably dream again. I thought about it just now and maybe I ate too much of something and there is a chemical imbalance in my head (cause apparently, if i'm not wrong, this chemical called seratonin makes you dream/sleep). But I do not know.

If normally, I am this way already...what more if I try weed or LSD! I might prance around the house at 3pm, thinking that I am a unicorn warrior and that the world around me is all flowers and psychedelica! THIS...is bad.

And then I'd fall asleep and dream that I'd fall asleep and then wake up again.

Much as I am semi-addicted to Mouse Hunt, I have decided NOT to add random people just for the sake of a hunting group. I will do this on my own!

Am at the Harbor now. Scared and with fingers crossed.

I feel that this Mouse Hunt thing will show its true usefulness when school starts.

On a side note, there is to be no more Prego. Instead, we are going to some Japanese place. Oh well, Japanese is good too.

There are 2 ways to look at it.

1.) They are just close and that is plain sweet.
2.) They are weird.

Is there such a thing as excessive dreaming?

Because I have been dreaming very, very much during the past few days of sleep and it is getting weird. Not to say I don't like having dreams but still! Some are quite scary.

And it has progressed to that stage where my dreams are more "real life" than "dream"! I dreamt that Amanda called me to complain about my article and make me redo it..and then woke up!

Something funny is happening here!

The past few days have been centered around Mouse Hunt, something I apparently am very tardy in discovering. I have my Mouse Trebuchet and am at 90% of Novice. When I get to the Harbor, I'm definitely getting a hunting group.

Apart from that, all is quite on the front. Have gotten some work done, but not a lot. School's starting.

The Lord will fight for you, and you have only to keep still - Exodus 14:14




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