My Song Is Love

Addicted to this.

Today, I went into a club (Zouk) for the first time in my life. Stood for the entire time there, shouted when I needed to talk, and braced my ears as the music blared. In short, I guess, it was everything I expected it to be. We didn't make use of our "free drink coupons" in the end, but oh well. Like Justin said, "It's our first time, and I hope it won't be our last".

Speaking about Justin, kudos to you (Y). I am really thankful because I do not know what I would have done if you didn't step in and help, no wait, do all the networking. Thanks for saving me from being a veritable rock - standing around, not knowing what to do. You need to teach me how you do all this someday soon.

On an unrelated note, I'm not exactly the best person in that field, but seriously, I expected more than just, "I kill you", or stuff to that effect. Wonderful comeback. Bravo.

The saddest situation is when you let your own paranoia, insecurities and fear (most of them unnecessary), destroy, bit by bit, something you worked so hard for.

Don't do this to yourself.

So what am I?

God exists and there's no way ever, that I'm doubting that.

But I question and doubt so many things, the Church, the beliefs, the religion even.

Is it possible to love God while all these patrol my mind?



In 2 year's time, we go to army.
In 3 year's time, we'll be digging trenches at 3am in the pouring rain.
In 4 year's time, we'll be free.
In 5 year's time, we'll be University students.

For the next 2-3 years, we'll stay that way.

In 8 years time, we'll graduate.
In 9 years time, we'll start work.

For the next decade or so, we'll stay that way.
Along the way, we'll get married, have kids.

In 19 years time, we'll go into business.

For the next three decade or so, we'll hope it stays that way.

In 49 years time, we'll retire.




And the list could go on till our dying day. Heck life is predictable, but as long as everything's fine, give me safe and predictable, over reckless and exciting anyday.

Who knows. Maybe I'm just comforting myself.



MEMORYYYYYY
ALL ALONE IN THE MOOOOONLAAAAAITE

I guess life's just like that. A never ending fight to yield to the ideals of society, and how you let it get you down if you are not able to.

Oh and what a get down I'm going through now.

It sucks that I have the reassurance of friends, and still can't get over it.

Yesterday's drinking party was a bit of a fail. In no small part thanks to the security guards. Dang.

Got stoned really early and practically rolled around the entire of Ej's place from the pain in head and stomach. Finally at 5am, it ended.

Nevertheless, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EME. Enjoy 18.

Creep-y.

Holidays are getting off to a slow, blubbering start. Have been konsuming much food.

The coming 2 weeks will be spent in working out, building bridges and of course, listening to Matthew's voice on my Mac. Matthew. Bet he has some secret plan to mind-control us with that voice of his.

Bought Thickers foam letters just now. Pretty much obsessed with them! Have been staring at them for quite some time now.

Will be going for 1st soccer session later. Long live Upper Court.



I just found this photo...somewhere. Looking forward to hunting food with you Jonathan Soh.

Today, I went out to get interviews/pics/info for my FA.

FAIL. We ended up roving around the town, eating, drinking, sloth-ing. It is how life should be lived (Y).

We also met Bryan Foo today. Bryan was cute at the start, when he asked us to read off his Starbucks napkin, words which he wrote. Then he started to get pushy. Luckily, we remained clam-ed down.

Amazing how everyone is fretting over deadlines and I'm here, un-pressurized, un-perturbed. You know what? I'll finish my FA tonight, with fabricated quotes many many (ok, prolly 1 or 2 real ones I cannot have this mentality). Then, tomorrow, I will finish CommIss before dinner (aiyah tch that means i can't play soccer). Then....I guess Sunday will be for WebD. See! No pressure, no pressure people.


As for the new area in Mousehunt, the new Hydra Mouse came to my trap but...i missed. Oh well but it doesn't really hurt that much seeing how freaking much money I need to go into the nah bei new area. 1.2million (inclusive of new trap which is like 0.0). AND not forgetting the 18 scrap metal. Fuckanathan. The Hydra drops them, but I'd rather take my chances with a Scavenger which is difficulty level "Very Difficult" as compared to the "Overpowering" of a Hydra. So as of now....the new area can go die. I shall take the vintage path, collecting my RB, hitting the catacombs, praying for scrap and making my Acronym. Then we'll talk about amassing 1.2mil and 18 scrap metals. By which I should be mid-way through Hero or something.


I have never been this commited to a game.

Got to bulk up got to bulk up got to bulk up

The Lord will fight for you, and you have only to keep still - Exodus 14:14




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